Wednesday, January 04, 2006

good gifts

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17

In reflecting on the 10 days we spent in Omaha with my family, I kept thinking "good and perfect gifts" are from God. That is not to say that my family is perfect by any means, but being able to spend that much time at Christmas with my family, at the house we grew up in, in Omaha, is definitely a good gift to me. Part of me wants to say that our vacation had nothing to do with being a gift from God - it was just our turn to spend Christmas with my family this year. But I don't believe that. We did so many more things and had different attitudes toward each other than we've ever had before. I think that is a result of God working in each of our lives. It was a good gift to me to spend so much time with my family because I'm coming to the realization that God has work for each of us to do that requires us to be in different parts of the country. (If I had my way, we'd all be able to do what we're supposed to do and live in the same neighborhood, which is strange because I was always the one who wanted to go out and be on my own and do my own thing when we were growing up.)

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Besides our trip to Omaha being a good gift from God, I'm starting to realize that my home in Texas is a good gift from God, too. I have no reason to not be joyful or give thanks for the gifts God has given me - it may not be the way I want things, but life on this earth is not perfect, and it never will be. On the contrary, while life may not be the "perfect" I could hope for, my life is full of two great gifts - two unique places I can call home.

So while I don't believe in New Year's resolutions, I do believe that a new year can be a sort of new beginning, and I believe that God is showing me these things that I need to work on. However, I do reserve the right to complain about the weather occassionally!

(I feel like this is coming out disjointed and random...I'm still thinking through all of these things, but I needed to get out what was in my head.)

11 comments:

Ashlee Liddell said...

Welcome home!

Seriously, it is amazing to me to read this post and think of how you have allowed God to move in your heart and life on this particular topic so much in the time I have known you.

We will allow the weather complaints....for sure!

Want to go to Academy at six am for NATIONAL CHAMPION TSHIRTS?????

raj said...

I'm all about you doing what God wants you to do in Texas, but you start wearing UT National Championship t-shirts and we might have to have a little family edition of fisticuffs.

Amber said...

Don't worry, Raj - the deepest my Texas spirit is going to get is rooting for the Astros. Otherwise, I'd root for UNL before I'd root for a Texas team, and we all know what that means.

aziner said...

That's good to hear, we may have to reconsider your position as a member of the family if you started rooting for Texas. ;P (No hard feelings Ashlee.)

If they changed their name back to the Bugeaters I'd root for UNL. :)

Ashlee Liddell said...

You are all getting UT gear for me for Christmas....

And this only tells me I must step up the brainwashing of the small children if there is any hope of overcoming this hatred for the burnt orange and white legacy.....

raj said...

if it makes you feel any better ashlee, I find Nebraska fans completely ridiculous too, and if I lived near my favorite team's fanbase I'm sure I would find them ridiculous as well.

Ashlee Liddell said...

Thanks Raj...and I will give you that it can get ridiculous, the problem being I don't happen to see my own fanaticism as ridiculous!

If you come in May I will have some UT goodies waiting for you!!!

Amber said...

I think I could get behind the Bugeaters thing, just because that's amusing. The problem here is that there isn't much counter-brainwashing I can do for Nebraska...any suggestions?

raj said...

I think that the best counter-brainwashing that you could do for Nebraska is to do none at all. Who would you pick for your team: someone who jumps up and down and says, "I'm the best," or someone who just gives you a look that says "You know I'm the best"?

aziner said...

you loom dangerously close to the one month mark . . .

the people want to hear more from you :)

raj said...

you're getting close to sucking at blogging almost as much as I do . . . and that's saying something.